Irie

Happenings

2007-06-07T00:11:20Z

So to update: 1)I totaled my car on my 21st birthday
2)My sister went to jail ( she's out!)
3)i broke up with my boyfriend (we're back together now)
4)I went to Georgia to party for my birthday and got burnt by a cigar. (But I did have lots of fun!)
5)There is so much drama at my job that they could start a mini-series.

All-in-all live is wild, crazy, but good

DRINKING LEGALLY!!!!

2007-05-02T20:46:35Z

I'll be 21 in 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm okay

2007-02-24T23:59:51Z

Okay alarms over I didn't fail. I passed with a C. So I stepped back from the ledge. I hate UNF even more now though. I just found out in the beginning of this year that I didn't get one of my refund checks.
My first year I didn't have too much help. I had my cousin to help with paper work and dorm stuff but we didn't know that I got a fall refund check and a spring one. Well last year I only got the fall check and not the spring one. so now they are investigating what happened to the check since they have it in their system that it was cashed. So they have to find out who cashed the check in my name and then they will give me a new one. Its a federal offence and the check was for almost $3,000 so they are taking it very seriously ( I had to sign and affidivit and everything).

FAILING!!

2006-11-30T16:20:05Z

I am going to officially fail my first class. EUH 1001 Core II. I have never failed a class in my life so this is a real blow. I'm going to go live in a cave somewhere I die knowing I FAILED A CLASS! How could this happen? I was so careful...(no I wasn't I procrastinate like crazy).....I do all of my work on time....(not really most of it was late).........I'm a good girl.....(if there was a hall of fame for procrastination I would that first nominee)......I'm going to die.....(that's what I get for being a butthole).

Some clearity

2006-10-17T13:57:52Z

I had been having a lot of trouble in my Core 2 class. But after weeks of freaking out and crying in my car after class I am starting to comprehend. I hate to feel stupid and this class made me feel like a pet rock but I'm starting to under stand more and retain some of the information. I had to read these hard books (The Communist Manifesto being the hardest) and they confused me so much (why were people so wordy and long winded during the 19th Century)but I am also understanding them better. This college thing is getting hard and I don't like it (and I got two more years of this?!). I wish I could I could go like out in a hidden beach cove where no one know where I was and I could only reach them when I wanted and no bills.
My math skills must not be up to par because I make $7.97/hr and my sister makes $12.50/hr and yet everytime I turn around i am lending her money. I don't understand it. I have bills and responsibilities but I manage to keep afloat why can't she. I'm sick of budgeting and saving just to end up giving it to her. I don't pass on things I want so she can reap the benefits. She's such a manipulative son of ..... And, I hate myself for giving it to her everytime and if I say no then she makes it out like I'm the worse person in the world, it makes me feel weak. my own sister makes me unhappy with myself.
I would have prefered to end on a good note but I can't think of anything right now

Back to School

2006-09-12T01:43:44Z

I've only been back in school for a few weeks and I am already procrastinating.

There are 3 Old people in my Art History 2 class and everyday they sit in the front row b/c they said their sight is bad. And everyday the same man goes to sleep and snores really loud. It's hilarious!!!

Can you believe......?

2006-07-28T21:05:18Z

3 days after i get my car, I'm on my way to the beach and some lady hits me. We were on the expressway and she came over in my lane and scratched my passenger side tire. I HATE HER! I couldn't even deal with the lady, my boyfriend got all of her info and gave her mine because I busy in the car hyperventilating. That killed my beach trip.

I am sooooo HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-24T22:40:43Z

Today at 4:15pm I drove off of a car lot in my very first car that I paid for all by myself! It is a 1998 Mazda 626 LX. And it is beautiful! I wish I had more places to go b/c I can't stand sitting home with my car outside with a full tank. I really feel like a big girl now!

I'm going to jail

2006-04-01T16:06:36Z

I'm going to jail as soon as I kill my boyfriend. At the end of last year, I was looking through his phone, innocently, when I found a text message from another girl saying "When you gon' let me ride you 'til you pass out?" (Ain't taht some shit?) So then we go through this whole thing of me cursing him out and him saying that she isn't anybody and that he doesn't know why she sent that text b/c they rarely talk and they never talked like that. So, of course, I ask how did she get his number. And he says that he gave it to her b/c she was cute. he met her at FCCJ...Now he can't go and get his diploma but he got time to give out his number. So she calls his phone and I answer and she calls me a bitch and hangs up in my face. So I call her back and go off on her about calling my boyfriend. So any way we move past it, eventually.
Today I look at his phone and there is a text from some girl saying that she's not giving him head...So I ask him who is she (with an area code 803)and he says she's just some girl he was trying to get head out of. Then I find a text message from the old girl telling him that she didn't mean to threaten him when I called her she felt that he had disrespected her...Now this tells me that after I cursed her out he must have went back and apologized or tried to clean things up...I just want everyone to keep track of the news b/c now he calls hisself being mad because I went through his phone in the first place.

Doing some college stuff!

2006-02-08T00:12:34Z

I am now on facebook and myspace and I feel kind of special. I don't have any friends yet but I just signed up. I was trying to find Jessica on myspace but I couldn't find her. So if any one is on either of those sights look me up. I the one with the pigs...

I finally got my driver's licence!

2005-12-27T23:46:08Z

After years of doing nothing I finally got my licence. I did pretty good too, the only thing I got wrong was the "If you're a hill and facing upward with the curb to the right which way do you turn your wheels?"

I have very bad teeth

2005-12-08T19:41:04Z

Yesterday my gums started hurting so bad that I started crying and it took 2 Aleves, 2 tylenol pms, and 1 Ibuprofin to get me to sleep. This morning I had to go out in this ridiculously cold and gross weather to go to the dentist. After waiting 2 hours in the waiting room the dentist finally saw me and told me I have horrible teeth and I'm going to need 2 root canals for the pain to stop. So he gave me some antibiotics and some pain killers to help me out until I can come up with the money or some good enough insurance to pay for it. I am happy for the drugs but I am kind of scared, a root canal sounds pretty painful, and I have to get 2!

On a happy note I am glad to be out of school for winter break.

free at last

2005-12-07T17:25:54Z

I think my financial aid problems have been resolved. I don't want to get too excited because they like to kick you when you're not expecting it but I think I deserved a little happiness after the hell they put me through.

school

2005-11-21T23:55:21Z

well my residency is fixed but I still can't register for classes yet untill my loan comes in. Signing master promissary notes scare me. I feel like i'm signing my life away. But enough of depressing school issues.
I am so excited thanksgiving is in a few days, i am dieing for a home cooked meal. mostly dressing and fried turkey.
back to the depressing stuff... i gained 3lbs in the first month of school...I wonder if i'm going to hit the freshmen 15 every talks about...and i have to work on thanksgiving.
O.K. back to happy stuff- i'm passing all my classes and my mom is bringing me food from 3 thanksgiving dinners she's going to.

school

2005-11-03T15:59:24Z

I now go to UNF and I don't like it. All the stuff people say about college being the best years of your life were lying. I'm bored all the time and so I end up sleeping all day in my dorm room. On the bright side I've seen 3 people I know from D.A. Alma, Alex, and Kyle. But that doesn't really matter because I haven't seen either since the first time I ran into them. I wish I would just gone to FCCJ like normal people.

It's bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S!

2005-06-23T14:28:55Z

Iknow its been a long time and no one probably reads my journal any more but I just happen to be at the library taking the online drug and alcohol education course and decided to update. Well I haven't started college. I just applied to JU and UNF for this coming fall I really want to go to JU but I don't think I'm in any position to be picky. I work at Kmart on Lem Turner (there's all those art lessons at work. Its a good thing I took AP classes so I'd be good behind a register). I know it sounds like I'm bitter but I'm not I've just taken a liken to pointing out my flaws. I think that's about it (wasn't that a long and adventurous story) unless you count I'm 19 and I'm just getting my license.

I hope evryone is doing well and good!

Craziness

2004-11-08T16:18:48Z

Well so far I have been to Metro and two guys make out I've been to a restaurant I've been to and now I maybe having a show on Dec 4. The problem is I haven't drawn anything in a LONG time and I don't have any inspiration to draw. But I want to have some new stuff in the show but I can't get inspiration from anywhere.

Confusion

2004-10-18T17:36:25Z

Well I still haven't done anything with myself...Since Alma says that it is okay I will start in the spring (thanx for the support!) I am also working on becomeing a correctionals officer (there's my artistic vision) I have to take a test called the COBAT test before I get an application though

College

2004-08-16T16:59:43Z

I am going to apply for FCCJ. I don't want any crap from anybody about not going to Memphis or any thing else, I am tired of having to explain myself to every one! I don't know how well this is going to go because Jaron applied and has scheduled his classes and stuff and said that everything I need to take or want to take is probably going to be full and I did want to still major in art but I have to go to the downtown campus and they don't have any there, they are all at the South campus which is way too far from me. So I think I'm to have to take some Computer Aid Interior Design class. (that's the closest thing they got).

ALMA!!

2004-07-21T23:27:29Z

Alma!!!I made a 1 on my AP Stat. Test.

AP scores

2004-07-07T17:42:39Z

I received my Ap Potfolio a couple days ago but they send my score?
But the Art Institute of Memphis called me about scheduling or something and asked if they knew and she said I made a 4 on the AP Portfolio and a 3 in AP Lang.
Yeah!!

Cher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-29T21:20:15Z

I WANT TO GO TO THE CHER CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
does that make me wierd?
but I really do want to go. It's not until Sept. but they have already started selling tickets!

UUMM?

2004-06-29T21:11:53Z

I didn't put that icon on there and don't know who did but it is GREAT! I know Laura wants me to get out of Florida but I am seriously considering Ft. Lauderdale. I am also probably going to not start school until the spring because a lot of dead lines have already passed. But that will give me time to get myself together and maybe get more scholarship money ( I going to start doing a lot of the essay scholarships)and save money from working or something. Right now I just don't like where I am (financially and psychologically)I AM SCARED!!!

Sorry

2004-06-08T23:12:35Z

Sorry I haven't been on in a while it has just been too hot to come to the library. Thanks for all those replies about the slide show.
Right now I am trying to find a job. Oh I am no longer boing to Tennessee if I didn't say so before. And I'm not going to start until the next spring term. I am now considering Ft.Lauderdale or Miami. (I know-i leave school and don't know what to do with myself).

Cap & Gown

2004-05-15T15:31:58Z

Even more evidence that tis school is full of shit:
They treated the whole cap & gown situation like it was a surprise. They were not prepared at all. Ms.Kessle goy mad at me for saying that the school is unorganized. Then I called her Fri. at said that I had a problem with my cap & gown, she asked my name and when I told her she hung up in my face! So my mom called back and she said for me to come after the rehearsals on Mon.
I think my gown is too short where is it supposed to stop?
Mine stops alittle below mid-calf.